Alone

Sometimes i just wish to gradually fade off from everyone's memory and just isolate myself in my room. How i wish i can go back to the time when i am all alone whereby i duno what loneliness is. Now that i have friends being alone brings emptiness and it bring changes to my life, not say is a bad change but i find that with different group of friends i am a different personality. If only there is a ctrl+Z function then perhaps i would be able to go back in time and find the real me.

What is the real me like behind the masks which i had worn infront of my friends? This is something even i do not know.