blur and useless.....

haiz i find myself so useless i seems to be a man that can onli talk and talk but nvr ever act.... i plan everything nicely but end up nth is done. i dun wanna be a guy that can merely tok but duno y i can't seem to be able to complete wat i said i will... always end up causing ppl trouble and depending on ppl for help y am i juz so bloody useless..... thinking back i had nvr really taken initiative wif things what i do is complain and follow haiz... for the past 2 entrepreneur competition i had participated in sec sch i had been seen as a nuisance haiz i hate this.... i wanna contribute but i can't seem to take the initiative each time...

hols always make make me end up deep in thoughts i muz reflect on this and work hard to change for the better...